What to eat and what not to eat !

I was quiet a rash presonality..
I really didnt care what I ate , what I didnt eat..
Well that attitude being extreme, i did suffer.
Then I went to the other extreme " extra cautious"
Now that I am pregnant, i am paranoid again..

I am so worried about the health of my child.
Just in the morning I said, its time humanity goes beyond the physical realm.

I feel there is to much limitation in this body.
And the mind - the less said the better.

The mind has turned out to be the worst friend - enemy of humanity !
The result - insanity.

We live like we think (with the mind ofcourse) that we are going to have this body in the same condition forever.

At times, I feel no matter however healthy you are going to be, untimatelt ..what's the end?
Some live till 60 and some till 80?

Is it better to fade away or burn out?
Well its a personal choice..

I am being a channel for a new life to enter thro me..
I am not being a pessimistic but rather a realistic..

I am too tired of pain bodies and find it so energy consuming to control mine..

I just am too tired,,,
whatever the case - good/bad/different health, i surrender in trust ... evenually all will be well ! or else in the well... both ways is fine !

Why we are the way we are...

Its strange, yesterday i found myself judging people who have really helped me. Judging the same principles i swore by of business. It made me sad. confused.

I was talking about the Sales and Marketing domain and the nature of work and commented that this domain is a place of intense restlessness.

Infact all the people who are in this field i.e. sales, i find it difficult to agree with them.
Fortunately i myself have worked in this field and hence I don't want to judge the way they think. And I could create a space between my thoughts and my consciousness as i had experienced Sales. Had I not, i would have continued my judgement

Sales required to be so money oriented and harsh unfortunately due to the high stress and the high of achieving power and money.


Suddenly i have realised that the MIND - the worldly Mind needs money & power.
The religious MIND need righteousness.
The body needs balance but no body is listening to the body ! The Mind makes so much noise.
Many are fanatics of the world or religion. At times over indulging or starving.

Spirituality teaches us the path of Moderation.
Don't hate the Sinner, hate the Sin.
Don't the difference between conditional and unconditional love.

Like the two vertices's of a triangle can never see each other, but they can surely see the point from where the median is drawn.

Its a war between the minds of religion and the world.
Spirituality teaches us to see own own mind first. See the co-ordinates and then adjust and accept.
Once the veil of judgement is torn then life becomes effortless...
birth, death and life can dance smoothly to the rhythm of the universe.
And the mind which swayed like a pendulum enjoys the ride instead of struggling to achieve the perfect balance... thus fulfilling its purpose perfectly.